A scarlett letter

I wasn't sure if I was going to Blog for a while or not. I've been on an emotional roller coaster the past few days. I'm pressing forward and doing the very best I can, but I can't help but feel like I wear a big scarlett letter on my chest each and every day. It's not a good feeling, it's not fun, and it certainly doesn't make me smile.



I know there is a road to travel on ... a process that must be taken when you know you have done something wrong. I am on my road , but carrying with me a tremendous amount of guilt and unsettled emotions. There is no room in my life for judgemental people. There is no room in my life for eyes to look down upon me or doubt what I am capable of doing.

One of my favorite pictures of the Lord is one with a verse that reads : I never said it would be easy ... I only said it would be worth it. We are all on our journey in this life and we all have crosses to bare and burdens we carry. My hope is that with each passing day the load gets a little lighter and the sun seems a little brighter.

There is a blessing that I have and one that means so much to me. I am going to find the joy in this journey XO ...